Casey Poem Selections
understanding
such a restful sky-
cloudy, yet bright as planes slip through.
the clouds drift on
with an unspoken understanding:
no one mourns as they pass by.
i have come to understand:
peace is for the sky;
found in its detachment.
lost only when it rains,
returning burdens to the earth.
such a gentle breeze-
softly turning the book’s pages;
rustling through its chapters
before slipping away,
moving towards the water.
i see now:
closure is for gentle breezes;
content to leave without asking why,
the book did not follow
on its adventure through the sky.
such a quiet pond—
tucked beneath weathered docks.
a lone goose rests calmly on its surface;
its reflection undisturbed,
its day unwitnessed.
i have learned:
self love is for the goose,
who finds comfort on empty waters;
needing no validation—
only the pleasure of being.
Poet
i wish i were
the poem, not the poet-
loved unconditionally,
significant enough.
i wish to be
what is described in metaphors,
painted bright in similes,
structured in prose.
i wish to feel
what its like to be someone’s art,
to have someone care so deeply
they make me their muse.
i wish i knew why,
with all the love i give,
i am still not enough
for someone to write about.
interlude
(noun: a temporary amusement or source of entertainment that contrasts with what goes before or after.)
the year is almost over,
it comes so bittersweet;
this was the year i loved you—
it feels so incomplete.
although our love was filled
with so many of your lies,
i question if i’m happy—
that we said our goodbyes.
your actions were so hurtful—
you were not very kind;
you left my heart in pieces—
i just rotted and cried.
this last year was defined
by the time spent with you.
i thought we were special—
guess it wasn’t true.
love is so complicated,
but still, how could it be
that we both had loved you—
but neither loved me.
forget
soon i will forget the color of your eyes-
stop seeing your lips on other guys;
move on from what never really began-
nothing we did went according to plan.
soon i’ll forget the way we used to talk-
your sleepy voice on those late night walks;
your words always brought great comfort-
i never thought they’d bring such hurt.
soon i’ll forget the rose you never brought-
repay you for things that you never bought;
i’ll see you happy loving someone new
and hope that maybe i’ll find that too.
soon i’ll forget the way we used to love-
every precious moment i was so proud of;
but i still see your eyes and hear your sweet voice-
wishing that you made a different choice.
rambling
the hotel linens lie wrinkled on the floor-
our clothes left scattered by the door.
you wouldn’t let me slip away-
was i worthy of your love that day?
you let me hold your gentle hand
on penny’s bridge over the river bend;
a fleeting moment of delight-
did i deserve your affection that night?
i joined that silly club for you-
hoping to show the things i knew.
i guess i just wasn’t perfect-
did i earn any of your respect?
it’s the way that you’d put me down,
pulling me in, then leaving me bound-
your actions made me feel so small,
why did i want you at all?
Name: Casey Westphal
Bio: Casey Westphal is a first-year Aviation student at Minnesota State University, Mankato. In his free time, he enjoys writing poetry and plans to pursue a minor in creative writing to further develop his craft.